It is not a natural state for a spirit to be fixated to or inside a physical meat body. You are not here to learn anything. You are here by your mistakes. Postulating that you are here to learn is a dangerous game trap. In my opinion.
There is something so heavy that if you get close to it your TA will rise to maybe 6.0. And if you get in contact with it your TA will fall 2 divisions in 0.1 second, and rise 2 divisions 0.1 second after.
That is if you take it completely relaxed and unserious, so a bit of it erases. If not then your body may be hit with extreme pain, and you won't dare to contact it again.
Contacting it requires very very firm focus, as everything in you will resist contact with it. As it is deadly, or rather was deadly. Getting hit by a bullit from a gunshot, or breaking a leg, or torture will activate it. You instinctively know what it is. And probably hope never to contact it.
How to contact something that your whole lifesystem will resist getting in contact with? Extreme focus, not agreeing it is serious, but perceiving all the Postulates in it saying how serious it is. Postulates can be made, and un-made. Be aware of the Beings in it. Behind anything there is a Being or Beings creating it. You are in contact with everything and everybody.
Allow "it" (severe pain or pressure, and the Beings behind it) to take over, and let it perform what it is trying to do. Not to let you succomb to it but to let the creator or creators become aware of what they are automatically creating, so they can cease creating it.
Allowing "it" to take over will skip all awareness of effort to resist or oppose it. It won't erase if it is resisted and suppressed out of sight.
The most basic process is to just Be and perceive what is. Unhindered. The basic of anything that is, is a beings Postulate or Consideration that something is. Truly nothing is, unless it is Considered to exist, and then performed by someone according to the Consideration. (Example: Hire someone for a job, your Consideration, and he will perform that job. Until the job-Consideration is un-created. Then he won't do the job anymore.)
It is not dangerous if you know how to handle "it". If you don't know, or don't have the patience and drive to do it, then it is dangerous.
During its erasure you may encounter severe emotional problems. Don't try to solve these problems by doingness in the Physical Universe. Just solo more until the problems vanish.
If you can't get in contact with heavy things in the mind then try not to sleep for one or a few days. Then you are in some of it. When you are good at it, you can erase the sleepy feeling and become totally fresh again. At some point you won't need to sleep anymore. This may require 12 hours of solo daily for some years. I do 1 or 2 hours daily.
It is not a natural state for a spirit to be fixated to a physical meat body. What keeps you tied to a physical body is brutality beyond imagination. But if looked at as it is it will magically erase to nothing. But if you agree with the Postulates of how serious it is, then your body may go into a death cramp. So never agree.
If you succeed in becomming a free spirit, then don't misuse your gained abilities. Or you'll get trapped again in the resulting mutual games of war. Then the game will be to get you and trap you inside a body again, where you are harmless to those in power.
Don't believe in anything. Like that they can't trap you with lies. And you won't trap yourself with lies. The ultimate Truth is "nothingness". So if you have "something" then it is a lie.
To erase what keeps you fixated to a body, requires that you get in contact with it, willing to feel what is there. It will push you away as it has done for the last unknown quadrillions of years or more. Be aware that you are pushed away, and get into it. Never agree to Postulates in it that it is too painful, too much unsconsciousness, too dark, too boring, not interesting, impossible, too body-injuring, too violent, too forceful, impossible, not today, no time for it. If you fail then notice you failed and get into it again.
When a being is getting implanted, or whatever, is it not really the implant that is being retained, one could say. It is the beings resistance to it that is kept. The being resists wildly, and withdraws when it gets too painful (this may take 0.0001 second if it is instantly overwhelming force), so his extreme resistance is kept un-inspected. Together with the massive pain of the opposing forces, and his Thoughts at the time. Just repeating "it hurts too much" or whatever the being Considered when it happened, may be enough to erase huge amounts of this stuff. If you get a fall each time you repeat then just repeat as long as it works. For a few minutes or for hundreds of hours, if it works. How to make it work is up to you to feel. Use e-meter reads to get the best wording. You may be surprised how easy massive pain erases if you repeat the correct Thought or Postulate. Be aware there may be lots of beings in it. And all 4 flows, others to you, you to others, others to others, you to yourself. To be felt one at a time or everything at once.
If you can get into contact it works like pure magic. Incredible amounts of charge will erase at high speed. Although it requires almost super human presence. When erased you'll be imune to any torture anywhere, as there will be nothing left that can hurt. I guess.
Date: 2005.aug.10