A persons subconscious Mind is composed of forces and counter forces, not to mention Considerations etc. and of course the Entities or Spirits holding them and performing them.
A person makes a Goal, runs into Problems while trying to accomplish the Goal, and ends up with mental Mass. GPM. Way back in time he accumulated his own GPMs (actual GPM), later he got implanted GPMs which based their force on activating the overwhelm in the persons own GPMs. There is a third type of GPM (Lock Implant GPM), the GPMs a person gets when he carries out implant GPMs.
An example of an actual GPM:
Terminal | Opposition Terminal |
To be free | To be a great man |
To keep society going | To start a new civilization |
To keep the freedom we have | To be free |
The goal "to be free" opposing "to be a great man". When the goal fails you sink down to "to keep society going" which then opposes persons who want "to start a new civilization." And so on. You may be the Terminal side only, or shift to the Opposition Terminal side depending on your choices in the game.
A harmless dummy example of an implant GPM:
Terminal | Opposition terminal |
To eat cake | Grotty cakes |
A happy cake eater | Stale cake |
A cake eater | Lumpy cake |
An eater of cake | Mouldy cakes |
A bun eater | No cake |
A bun bouncer | Hard buns |
A bun seeker | Indigestible buns |
A bun | Missing buns |
Never eater of cakes and buns | To eat cake |
After that the person may make a safe solution (such as "I don't want to have anything to do with cakes"), to awoid that problem. And then lots of other implant Goals follows, either in harmony with that goal or in opposition. These GPMs were laid into the person's mind, while he was unconscious and in pain, to control or destroy the person. Beings gave them and got them. If no erasure seems possible then have a look at you or Entities giving these implants to others.
When you do Free Solo, you may run into these GPM structures of rigid force and counter force that may seem impossible to get any motion in. Just allow them to erase. Don't get stuck in them. Just feel them to erasure without adding any force to them. The charge or stuck energy in them is extremely heavy. The easiest way to handle them is that you withdraw any counter force you may have to them, and just let them flow out freely. Force and counter force creates a ridge of mental mass. Remove one of them and the other has nothing to force against and it flows through and out.
Do not make a new GPM by having the Goal "to erase pressure areas" opposing "pressure areas won't erase." Light and unserious touch. But getting the job done anyway.
If you during Free Solo feel very powerful or very weak then it is just one of these Terminals or Opposition Terminals you are into. Just continue solo. Do not allow yourself to dramatize these. Just feel them to erasure. The whole thing is probably kept there by Entities. So you basically address the Beings.
Date: 2004.apr.06